to lose...

I have always been good at card games.
When I was little,
I would let the other people win so that they would play me again.
Now,
I have a losing complex.
I don't like to lose.
So I typically tell others that I am really good,
just so they will be intimidated and off their game.
But recently,
it has been evident that people don't like to play cards with me.
I'm not really that good at cards,
I just have a strategy that seems to work for me.
Ugh.