I could be a writer...

I used to want to be a writer.
Today I found that I would be an awful writer.
I spent 10+ hours writing one page of horribleness.
The paper was supposed to be on bilingualism.
It turned into how children develop based on the animals they grew up with.
Then I realized that wouldn't work.
So now it is about bilingualism again.
I wish I was bilingual.
But I'm not.
Therefore I only view things from one perspective.
Thus I would be an awful writer.
The title of this post is a lie.